Well, insomnia has won me over yet again, so for now I am back. Hopefully I will learn to become more diligent with blogging, but sometimes I just feel so absolutely boring that I actually feel bad for whoever comes to read this.

Today I was in the elevator with my friend from down the hall, Sara, and we were joking and messing around. I find it so funny when people can’t help but overhear your conversations, and just laugh at what you’re saying.

On the way down the (crowded) elevator -
Sara: (pointing to a cup of spilled, strawberry yogurt) Ew, that looks like poop.
Me: I don’t know about you, but I’m pretty that’s not what it looks like.
Sara: …really? What does yours look like then?
Me: What are you talking about? Girls don’t poop…?

The two guys and one girl in the elevator with us began hysterically laughing. We started to, too. Wow, we’re so immature, haha. Even as I read it, I smile but think ‘We are so dumb’.

Anyways, lately, I’ve just been in a terrible funk. I don’t know why. I just find it strange that at the beginning of the school year, I never wanted to go home and I loved school. Now I don’t mind going home. Actually, it’s preferable. Don’t get me wrong, I do love it. It’s just…I don’t know. Maybe I just need a break. Maybe I just need summer. Ugh, even reading that words makes me yearn for it even more. Having sunny weather, and no school (although technically, I will have school since I’m taking an online course), and just time to relax and sleep in. I need more time. It seems to go by faster and faster each day. I could have sworn it was midnight 5 minutes ago. Really, what do I do with my time?

I do love college, though. It’s so easy to socialize and I feel like I make new friends every week. My social groups have definitely expanded. Being that I was a social butterfly in school, I love how large the pool of students are here. Everyone is different. Again, it’s so weird to compare myself to the beginning of the year. I was so shy and friendless, afraid of the big, bad, upperclassmen. Now, most of my closest friends here are upperclassmen. So amazing how differently things can become in such a short amount of time.

& with that, I will head for bed.
Good night!