I said last week that school was winding down, and now I can really feel it. 7 days to study for 3 finals. For some reason I can’t seem to focus, and I don’t feel like I study enough. When I go to bed at night, I just feel insanely stressed out. I can’t wait until it’s over…I hate exams! But I also find happiness in knowing that summer comes directly after they’re over! =]

I went to Prom with one of my good friends, Scott, last Saturday. It was a lot of fun and nice to see all of the teachers and students again. His prom group was huge, though! There was 60 people in it and it was impossible to take a decent group shot. I wore a dress that I had bought awhile ago and never used…we have a lot of random gowns/dresses around the house because my mom loves having huge, formal work parties so we always have to be prepared, lol. The after party was held at my house, and let me just say…it was [b]crazy[/b]. There were party crashers and just craziness all around. I made a lot of friends, though, and a lot of them are coming to my college next year so I’m definitely excited about that. It was a lot of fun, but also, Taylor screwed up royally that night. I don’t really want to talk about it because whatever decision I make in the future, I want to make for me, and I feel like if I get outside advice it will sway my decision a lot. Only a few of my friends know what happened, and of course, some of the people at the party. He made an honest mistake, but that doesn’t mean that I’m not hurt or upset. I have already forgiven him, but he hasn’t approached me yet (this is largely due to that fact that now that I’m back at MSU, he’s an hour away) and just assumes I’m mad at him/it’s all over. Several people have told me he’s kicking himself for everything, and that he skipped school on Monday because he was such a wreck…I don’t know. We just need to have a long serious talk about what we both want and I’m pretty sure after last weekend, he’s decided he wants me, but I’m scared. Idk, after everything is said and done I will most likely tell the story.

Anyways, I have lots of studying to do. Blah.